Moving on from the pain and sadness to the fact that maybe, just maybe one of your friend/family have left you to another place. I can tell you that it is pretty much impossible to erasing those memories we had together, there would always be a spot for them deep in your heart, and you know it. It becomes a part of you, becomes a learning journey for you. I hate how much people say " move on " so easily when they know it might be the hardest things to do. Time do heal, but you can't buy those time where all those memory are created and made. So delete that part off your memory, yes it hurts you from time to time. But i guess it gets better, by thinking on the positive side.

I'm not ready, not ready for anymore of those too. But i guess this is life, life after death. Do remember, they are still alive, still alive in your heart, with all those good memories you guys have together.

Ps. Really sorry if this is really dull, this post is posted based on my own opinion.